something i read on a friend's blog.
it's by some guy called David Garrett if i'm not wrong.
he stated:

Music is the vacation of life. it is the moment where you do not worry or fear, just be yourself and do not care about anything except yourself at this time.

is this why i'm recoiling? because of how intoxicating music is to me that i'm starting to recoil. because i'm so fascinated by the beauty of it that i can't let myself be away from it?

by the way, i've started to try to write my own lyrics. don't think they're good, but there's always opportunities there for me to explore.