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fun day.

hey my non-existent readers! (cos i know nobody reads this blog)
i'm back with a post.

had a headache so i didnt go for CCA. i can't believe i missed the ceramics workshop la!
anw, wanted to go home but ended up going dhoby ghaut.

i havent gone in damm long la.
and i wanna BUILD-A-BEAR too!!!
it's like shopping for a baby. omg! it's like so fun can. and funny too!
hahahhahhaha.
cos i didn't go alone. went with bear*.
*bear: caroline's bear

ok. anyway, we went SPOTLIGHT, then we were walking, and we found 2 movie tix on the floor. 3.15pm show. Avatar in 3D. just nice for 2 people some more! but being nice people, we left it there and went away. hahahhahahha. actually i think i'm the only nice one la.

one good thing for me. i bought daddy his birthday pressie and can pass to him tmr night!
it's a magazine, but it's damm expensive can!
hahahaha. even my CosmoGirl costs like $8-9 only.

anw, i shall go now. bye my sweet readers.
xoxo~

COLLEGE CIP

college CIP today. at ECP, so guess how sleepy i am right now.

some reflections:
SOME smokers are assholes who are not considerate enough to throw their cigarrette buds away, and SOME drinkers suck cos they don't know where's the dustbin to throw their bottle caps away.
i hate them.
-end of reflection-

some thoughts on AFTER college CIP:

• some dumb bus uncle seemed so reluctant on letting our class board the bus and kept trying to close the damn bus door and apparently it crushed me so wtf.
• also, he made the damn bus ride so jerky that you HAVE to hold on to something not to fall.
• some people are just so indecisive that even when one option is provided their still not happy with it and decide to split cos of it. may i ask, in that case what's the point of even discussing the topic? *i'm in an irritated mood*
• i have to stop spending money. i'm broke.
• i'm freakin fat and can't wear anything nice.
• i LOVE bangles.

and thoughts AFTER, after college CIP:

• I HATE SUPERJUNIOR AS I READ MORE ABOUT THEM.
• people who don't respect others should not expect the same kind of respect on them. in fact, others should not even bother respecting these self-centred, air-headed people.

that's all.
can't wait for something tmr

ignore.ignore.ignore.

i just need somewhere to rant.
was randomly browsing through pictures recently, then it occurred to me.
when will i ever be as slim as all the other girls?

then the answer in my mind struck. never. i'm never gonna be as pretty, slim and gorgeous as them.
i'm like growing fatter by the minute and nothing i do will help.

i then start to hate myself.
for eating so much, for not controlling, for not exercising, for not being slim, for not being pretty.
i know it seems shallow, but apparently i'm someone who thinks like that.

this is so depressing.
and my mum ALWAYS thinks i'm angry at my family when i'm not.
i'm pissed off at myself. i hate myself for being like that.
and i really don't know who to talk to.

neglected.

i'm referring to my blogger being neglected.
:D
and i'm so sorry about it.

school's been a bore.
but today i ran a relay. like finally. never did that before.
hahahahha.
so anw. jc1s are in and they're cramming up the place. the canteen, toilets, EVERYWHERE.
which is freakin irritating.

oh and class people are saying i should join AJ Idol. but i don't think i'm good enough. Celine says i have a lot of bad habits when it comes to singing. must get rid of them first.
and quickly.

that's all i'm updating you for now. bye my sweet lil blog readers!

secrets. hidden agendas. tutorials. harry potter. tests. math. lectures. fats. friends. beauties. jc1s.

i don't see anything else i could ask for.
but there are definitely a couple that brighten my days.

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i like you, yes i do.

awful.

today's a kinda awful day cos of 2 things.

1. i went to change a dress, but brought the wrong receipt along. so i wasted my afternoon thinking of what to change the dress to
2. i can't do that dumb physics online electure, so i have to copy off someone
3. i haven't touched any work this weekend