nowadays... its like shows i watch are a routine already.

Tuesday- HEROES Season 4 new episode (USA airs on monday)
Wednesday- Check out You're Beautiful preview
Thursday- YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL new episode
Friday- YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL new episode
+ IRIS new episodes whenever updated

the rest of the time-
MOVIES WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT.

so you people know i've watched New Moon. anyway, Today i watched Greta, acted by Hilary Duff. She's freakin PRETTY i swear. anyway, for people who don't know what it's about, its about this girl called Greta who wants to kill herself and stuff. but overall, it was relatively meaningful, though not exactly funny.

and YG just rejected a lead role for TOP in some drama. they say they're gonna use some Big Bang member though. but i don't think it's gonna be JIYONGie, so... no incentive to wait for it! hahahaha.

oh. and i think i'll start to listen to some chinese pop again... hahaha. Elva is freakin good. her vocals are like, WOAH. hahaha.

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TODAY

went to school for chem remedial.
after which, Kua said she was freakin disappointed in me. thinks my attitude in class and doing work is bad. she thinks cca is not what caused my results. and she gave me the benefit of the doubt that i don't know how to study instead of my results being the fact that i'm not doing homework properly and listening in class.
talk about harsh huh.
well, if it gives her the piece of mind that she didn't let me in VA for nothing, then so be it. but whatever.

i already feel like this is not my place. like i should be doing something more. at least learning stuff like designing, pottery, paint... you know. if i can't be an artiste, i wanna be an ARTIST. something like that. i wanna live in places like Milan, Paris, Miami, NYC...
somewhere where i get chances, opportunities. not here in a freakin island where the goal is to be homogeneous like the rest of the population here.

i'm sorry, but it's like sporeans are products by mass production. ready to be sold once you end your education. so freakin typical.

i don't wanna be normal and boring like everybody else.