stupid day

today was bull.
before you think too much about it, let me state all the bad things for you:
1. even with moderation, only my chem passed for my h2 subjects.
2. i'm running the risk of retaining
3. i can't go to the sing and dance classes
4. i'm pissed at that woman

before i add on, i must say that i'm not pissed cos she won't let me join. i'm pissed because she thinks me wanting to sing is just a stupid, childish dream that everyone will have in their lives before they wake up to reality.

but what does she know. she doesn't know anything.

anyway, it means now, i live for myself.
i won't live for anybody else.
i'm gonna be eighteen next year.
if any chances to realise my dream come by before then, i'll go for it.
i'll leave the country.
and i'm sorry to say.
i'm not gonna want to come back.