. . .

i dunno why.
recently just keep quarelling with my mum.
it's as if she doesn't understand me anymore.
she thinks whatever i tell daddy is an implication that i want something new.
and she freakin thinks some lame shit news reporting is a good job for me.
doesn't she know that what's good for me might not neccessarily be what i want???
doesn't she know that i want to have a shot at my dream instead of "wake up and come back to reality"
it's like she puts everything i say as some pathetic, childish remark i'm making instead of treating me seriously.
what if singing is REALLY the thing good for me?
what if it is what will give me true happiness?
what if it is supposed to be the path for me to take?

chinese paper is monday and i havent started studying.
i'm so screwed.
and i'm damm worried about my dearest Caroline.

before i continue, URGENT ADMIN MATTERS!
i wanna mention, i only owe BIQIN, DAFFY, DIANE, YANNGEE, XIAOYUN bubble tea cos u saw my blog before my results were out.
and i'm being damm nice already. cos i'm actually ADVANCED to j2 only. not promoted.
so be grateful.

back to my stuff.





i swear i'm starting to like Choi Jong Hun a lil' more now. cos he's the leader of F.T ISLAND but he doesn't seek to stand out, he's good looking, he's only 2 years older than us, and HE PLAYS THE PIANO!!!!!
that's like the biggest incentive can...
plus he likes a more tomboy-ish girl, not those bimbotic ones, which makes it better cos i'm not so delicate. hahahahhahaha.

but i still love JIYONG ok. hahahhahaha.

anyway, mass picture spams for those who read.

ME STUFF

hi everyone! as i'm so bored today cos the subs for you're beautiful and iris are not up yet, i shall share some ME STUFF to you people!!
but, to keep it not so ALL ABOUT ME, i'm gonna centre around MUSIC! the nicest thing this world has.

MY TOP 5 BOY GROUPS:
1.TVXQ
2. BIG BANG
3. F.T ISLAND
4. SHINee
5.SS501

MY TOP 5 GIRL GROUPS:
1. 2NE1
2. WONDERGIRLS
3. SNSD
4. F(X) maybe. i mean, they're not bad...
5. BROWN EYED GIRLS i have no idea what else to put. anyway, Abracadabra's nice

MY FAVOURITE FEMALE SINGERS:
1. TAYLOR SWIFT
2. LEE HYORI
3. BoA
4. PARK BOM surprisingly.. but she only has a single so...
5. KELLY CLARKSON

MY FAVOURITE MALE SINGERS:
1. G-DRAGON he tops cos he has a solo album
2. JAEJOONG!!
3. JESSE MCCARTNEY
4. JANG GEUN SUK
5. NIL

THE TOP 5 MOST PLAYED SONGS ON ITUNES:
1. HEARTBREAKER -GDRAGON [44]
2. HUG -TVXQ [36]
3. MIROTIC -TVXQ [24]
4. I DON'T CARE -2NE1 [21]
5. COLORS~ MELODY AND HARMONY -JAECHUN [13]
5. TAXI -TVXQ [13]
5. LA CHA TA -F(X) [13]
5. BODYGUARD -SHINee [13]

shockingly, there's no BIGBANG! i was shocked too.

MY FAVOURITE ARTISTES AT THE MOMENT:
1. JAEJOONG
2. KWON JIYONG
3. CHOI JONG HUN
4. PARK BOM!
5. JUNSU -character only. before u say anything.

MY FAVOURITE SONGS ATM [MALE]:
1. 여전히 -A.N JELL
2. COLORS~MELODY AND HARMONY -JAECHUN
3. LET ME HEAR YOUR VOICE -BIG BANG
4. RING DING DONG -SHINee
5. I HOPE -F.T ISLAND

MY FAVOURITE SONGS ATM [FEMALE]:
1. YOU AND I -PARKBOM
2. 말도 없이 -PARK SHIN HYE
3. LOVELY DAY -PARK SHIN HYE
4. MOTION -SNSD
5. DASH GIRL -YOON EUN HYE




k that's all for today people.
how about this. the more tags i get a day from different people, the more pictures and posts i'll put. hahahhahahhaha.

MUSIC VIDEO DAY.

hi y'all!
today YG Entertainment, the best entertainment industry in korea to me, released BOM's music video as well as BIG BANG's new jap song music video.
BOM's one is kinda sad, but she's so pretty!!!
as for BIG BANG... AHHH!!!
the only part GD gets is a rap near the end, and he has to share it with TOP!!
so unfair right... and he looked so darn good in the music video, from whatever measly part that showed him.
but the song is still dammm good. i'm serious.

anyway, i'm happy that the court is in favour towards the dong bang members so far with respect to performances and stuff...
and guess what?? JAEJOONGie's Heaven's Postman has pushed forward airing date to the 12th of November!!!

seems like everything is going well.
and i'm in an especially good mood cos tomorrow's thursday!
which means i can watch IRIS and YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL at last!! yayness!!

k. enjoy the music videos. i'll be back soon to post other stuff. but expect me to continue going on about k-pop for awhile.

CRUEL KOREAN TV.

i don't hate it. but it's so cruel. it's making me wait for all my precious wed/thurs dramas!!! and so now i have nothing left to watch. until thurs/fri when the subtitles come in.

THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING!!
i think i'm gonna die while waiting.

anyway, for you people who have no idea what are the shows i'm talking about, check them out below.







i just started watching this yesterday. it's damm funny. hahahha.
but it's like piecing parts and ideas of shows then making it out.
for example, it seems like there are bits and pieces of shows like COFFEE PRINCE and BOF.
but it's nice. you guys should watch it.

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this has got to be my favourite. IRIS!!!!
it's damm good. you people should watch it too!!
its like so much action. something like a korean version of Heroes, minus the superpowers and you're dealing with assassins in this case.



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in short. korean entertainment is still killing me. how can i wait till thursday to watch them? they're too good to stop halfway!!! ahhhh!!!!!

ok. first up people.
I PROMOTED.
but i have to drop a H2.

but whatever. to celebrate this, i shall try to do a recording soon and send to whoever who wants it.
those whom i've sent before know what recordings i make.
for now, here are some i might wanna do. be sure to comment which you'd prefer so i can practice!

1. I Don't Care -2NE1
2. My Life Would Suck Without You -Kelly Clarkson
3. Hug -TVXQ
4. With U -Big Bang
5. Trainwreck -Demi Lovato
6. The Climb -Miley Cyrus
7. Crazier -Taylor Swift
8. Beautiful Eyes -TaylorSwift
9. other songs.

for other songs, please tell me so i can prepare the song k? :D

and anyway, here's a bonus.

i loved this cos of the back part where GD looks so cute!!!
and of course it's bong's favourite song on his album.

oh and BOM's coming out her solo song on the 28th!!! can't wait.
it'll be awesome. i know it.

stupid day

today was bull.
before you think too much about it, let me state all the bad things for you:
1. even with moderation, only my chem passed for my h2 subjects.
2. i'm running the risk of retaining
3. i can't go to the sing and dance classes
4. i'm pissed at that woman

before i add on, i must say that i'm not pissed cos she won't let me join. i'm pissed because she thinks me wanting to sing is just a stupid, childish dream that everyone will have in their lives before they wake up to reality.

but what does she know. she doesn't know anything.

anyway, it means now, i live for myself.
i won't live for anybody else.
i'm gonna be eighteen next year.
if any chances to realise my dream come by before then, i'll go for it.
i'll leave the country.
and i'm sorry to say.
i'm not gonna want to come back.

screwd.

first off, SORRY MEIYUAN! cos i didn't reply your sms.

anyway, back to my topic.
i only passed chem it turned out. i have S for physics and math, D for gp, E for chinese and a glorious U for econs. i swear i'll never get econs.
and pw is such a killer. boring and draggy.

so yeah. now i'm pretty much emo cos of my shitty results. not sure if i can promote.
and guess what?





yupp. 2NE1 is emo-ing with me. these are new pics in some magazine. eerie huh. but i love the first pic. so sexxayyy...

and the rest... shall be in the next post!

screwd part 2. better thingies.

this is about better stuff. like, GD's hair is not a permanent perm!!!!! yayness.
and loook why i found out.


he was at Beyonce's concert. i'm so happy that he didn't perm it permanently!!! love him so much!! he's so cute!!!

another good thing is the new pictures for Fila winter collection by BIG BANG. saved some nicce pictures. the picture of TOP alone was not intentional. i saved it only for G-DRAGON. cos he looks so cute there!



and of course, some other bonuses cheered me up a bit, like,







and yeah. i'm still biased. cos i love my jiyongee too much.

MAKE A GUESS! (daffy excluded.)

hi everyone!! today, i wanted to work out and i tried a new hairrstyle that's inspired by someone who is pretty and can sing well. someone in my favourite korean girl group. hahahhaa. whoops. too many clues, but anyway, comments on it k?











btw, just saying, but i love my eyes. best part of me! hahahahhaha.
i swear the heavy eye make up was disgusting.

and talking of hairstyles, my dearest JIYONGie!!!! why'd u have to ruin your hair with CURLS??? blonde's not exactly your style anyway. u looked wayy cuter last time!!

I LOVE DANCING.

hi everyone. i have an announccement.
I LOVE DANCING!!!
went for Mirotic MV Dance Class and i came back falling in love with dancing.
[though i was already liking dance before]
so, i proposed to my mum Sing&Dance class instead of plainly vocal so i can do both things i love at the same time, plus i can learn dance choreography and doing both at the same time!! haha.

so, i have to write a proposal and study so that she will fund it for me.
kinda dumb, but like i said, i'd do anything to get closer to realizing my dream. hahaha.

k. that's all u're hearing. bye my dears~

btw, in case you have no idea what mirotic looks like,

and don't under-estimate it. it's not easy!

ugh. tomorrow's coming.

omg. friday's coming. and there's nothing to look foward to. cos, tomorrow comprises of some lame farewell assembly, chinese and BAND. i'm not mentioning pw cos at least we're gonna have time to complete stuff.

things to do tmr:
1. get CCA transfer form
2. try to settle before band tmr

lame day tomorrow. ugh.


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today on the other hand, was relatively enjoyable. especially meeting up with my dearest TTs. it seems like ages since i last saw everyone.

also, EVERYONE IN CLASS PASSED GP!!!! hahahha. super cool.

anyway, on to the worse stuff.
like, i haven't started my I&R draft 2,
i feel myself expanding from not exercising today,
and tomorrow's coming.
and adding on, i'm in a super bad mood cos of band and chinese.
they're so lame.

anyway, i shall go now.

sand-castle!

today was CDP at ECP day. so, being 14/09, we used the most amount of space to build our sandcastle which is more of a road, a city with the Great Wall of 1409 around it and mini castles and large castles inside, and a heart.

oh oh. something interesting happened today!!! something to do with brandon doing something to Bimbo's Kranji shorts.... sexay~ hahahhahahhahahahha.
EPIC SCENE.

oh. i uploaded some photos that i took myself using my baby iPhone and now, i gotta go do my pw since there's some dumb OP workshop tomorrow. blog again soon! miss me in the meantime my dears!

btw, in case you haven't noticed, my playlist has changed! hahaha.