i am so not motivated to play.
so until thursday, don't expect too much.
i'm pissed that i'm gonna have to do make up PE on my own.
the conductor is threatening to kick me out of concert again.
my chemistry is a lost cause.
i'm gonna flunk everything.
band is making me stressed and depressed.
i'm turning more emo.


you see the smile but you have no idea what's behind it.