different.

the past haunts us sometimes.
a new year brings about new beginnings.
so i'm trying to leave everything bad behind and look.
this time, i think i'm going to look ahead.

Monday, June 29, 2009

forget the pictures.

wanted to post Rob's picture but my com doesn't want to.
i'm gonna fail every subject this mid year.
the band schedule in the sms i just received is already stressing me out.
i'm probably gonna get emotional over my pathetic marks.
i'm probably gonna die in band for not practicing this hols.
i am deprived of a Youth Day holiday when i need a breather.
my head is splitting just memorising and thinking of how i'm gonna die in band.
and i think i'm too fat.
can my life get any worse?
it's like i made the wrong choice this time.
wrong school. wrong cca.
not cos of the ppl. they're lovely.
it's just cos of how much i'm giving up just to be in them.
my time, my brain space, and even my life.

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