if only i could choose all the paths i want...
i would choose a path. a path in the entertainment industry.
i wouldn't go by the name pamela there.
it'd be Avery Isabella Gold.
sounds nice? yeah i know.
i'd be able to pursue my dreams.
to sing, to perform.
to be a role model young girls look up to.
yeah i know it's gonna need a lot of hard work.
it's gonna need a lot of stress and work behind the scenes.
people might not know how much effort u put in,
but to be able to see a crowd going wild cos of you, it's a blessing in disguise.
BUT. the world doesn't operate that way.
it isnt easy to get in.
it's even harder to maintain the standard.
we don't get things our way.
we get what the world will give us.
we can't be what we wanna be.
most of us end up being what the world wants us to be.
we're thrown into the world of stress from the moment we're born.
we're given task after task.
the never ending work consuming our interests.
us, losing our priorities.
we're trapped in a world overpowered by money.
where we talk cents, not friendship.
everyone fights for themselves;
they've forgotten the significance of marriage.
some have even forgotten what kinship means.
when it comes down to dreams.
people say that we're being ridiculous. insensible.
they give us the route to take.
no independence at all.
but. i tell you. if i had a choice,
music would be my everything.
it'd be my beginning and my end.
it'd be the only thing i'd wanna pursue other than art.
the Arts call me over repeatedly.
but i just sweep them away. like they're dust.
i regret my action,
but it's obviously not what the world wants of me.
i need a goal.
something to make me strive on.
something i'd love.
something i won't regret.
but if a chance of a lifetime ever comes my way,
i'd never push it away for this stupid world we're in.
