i screwed up my interview.

today there was band exco interview. and i think i screwed it up.
i told aaron what my senior said. he says it shows i have good conversational skills, but um... how does that help? haha!
and xinyi seemed as if she was about to start laughing at me everytime i looked at her during the interview.
apparently, she said i was funny. VERY funny. hahas. cos i was giggly. but i was nervous! not giggly.
and well, she said i lightened everyone's mood and made them more cheerful than before during my interview. haha. never knew i was able to do something like that. haha!
oh well... it's magic working there.

oh and i failed my physics. haha. and today during GP, i was told to read out my answer and i started laughing halfway. it might be cos of the "hating themselves" or the part where i felt so fake cos Barbie dolls are my favourite childhood toy. and i still intend to collect them. so yeah. it's so superficial reading that. ahh!!!

why is life so superficial.......

and if you asked me if i loved him, i'd lie. -TS