i HAVE to say something.
i really, truly wanna change cca.
if i had a choice now, i would go to Poly.
WHY?
cos i'm at the breaking point.
i think i'm past it.
if crying almost everyday counts.
i'm dead serious.
i've NEVER been like that. some of you know it.
i'm suffocating in my own doing.
i need help.
i want help, but i lost the shoulder to cry on.


i cry as i'm typing this. and i no longer care for my privacy cos i really need to say it. for me.