part 1.

Finally, she came to a stop.
she had been running for hours, and was now unsure of where she was.
a cave. i must be in a cave, she thought as she struggled to find a way out of the dark.

after stumbling and falling heaps of times, she sat down and started weeping in despair.
"i'm lost. i must be. i've found myself in this and now i'm doomed to die here.", the girl mumbled to herself between her sobs.

she cried until her eyes were sore and throat dry, when she finally heard it.
a voice.
a voice calling out to someone.
she then realised with pure joy that the name being called out was hers.
Hope! Alas. she thought.

tilting her head towards the source of the voice almost immediately, she saw a faint glow heading towards her direction.

"here! i'm here!" she called out.

steps quickened.
as the faint glow became brighter, she squinted her eyes hoping to see who had come looking for her...
then, she realized as she saw those very features.
they had come for her.

to be continued...
comments please? it's crap, and its been ages since i wrote anything. and it probably sounds like some shit ass lower sec writing.

suddenly, something got me thinking. is a course in media what i really should pursue. i mean, people say it's tough to carve a reputable career out of it given the competition in that field of work. can't argue there, but, if i don't pursue a career in that sector, WHAT should i do? even that MOE quiz says i should head in that direction. but now, something's wavering inside of me. should i leave this for what i initially decided to come to a jc for? maybe i should. and if i do, it's time to get to work. serious work. studying like i've never studied before. doing something i fear and have never done. it's time to mug if i choose that route.

a new post. FINALLY.

nicholas is very anti-me putting up his pictures but i don't care, so too bad. hahas. anyway, today we went for some resilience training that's actually some day camp. and guess what. pamela still HATES and is damm scared of heights. so you know.....

seriously. one incident leaves me there. like forever. hahas.

anyway, classmates were fun, and SUPER NICE, encouraging me to do the high stuff, but me being me, i didn't. typical pamela behaviour. LOL.

so, low elements was OKAY... did i mention how much i hated my weight when i was playing them? ass.

SO, in conclusion, i didnt really do a lot of things to make it THAT meaningful, but it was ok, i guess. i'd seriously give this up for archery and yoga if this didn't include my AWESOME classmates.

as pictures show, we went for dinner after that. at Long John. did i mention how long has it been since i last ate there? ok. whatever. i'll stop blabbering. one last thing left for me to say.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BIQIN!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HELEN!!!!

i am so dead. i have tonnes of homework left to do and band is taking up majority of my time. dang.

past few days have been... nicely spent. went to IKEA yesterday, celebrated dom's birthday yesterday, got my mc from running yesterday, slacked about, read storybooks.... see how nothing included homework? i am so dead. and i have no idea how to do half the questions in my homework.

ok. so bye. have band later. AHH....

shopping. finally.

finally, a day to shop.
today was supposedly a class outing, but in the end, only the following people went. including moi of course. hahas.
Caroline, Xiu Qi, Serene, Regina, Brandon, Melvyn, "Dalmatian", Gabriel, Heng, Aaron, Jody [for awhile]
kinda sad that the Bimb Team ain't united today right? where's the final Bimbo?

anyway, today we window-shopped, and i bought a beret. super chic. it's white. and it's from my favorite accessory store, Forever 21. apparently we're going there tomorrow too, so i wanna go to Dorothy Perkins to buy some accessories maybe.

also, while waiting for gabriel, we ended up being filmed to do some kind of smoking survey. didn't really say anything, but it is entirely dumb. honestly. should have learnt from serene, heng and regina. siam whenever possible. hahas.

then, went to Lot 1 for dinner. NY, NY. go figure the place yourself.
i bought Jolin's latest album and files, which i eventually found out that it's cheaper in school than at Popular.

that's all for today!

enjoying my new lappy. and boy do i have homework to do.

May All Ignore My EMO-ing Recently. Shall Post Less Emo Posts Soon.

missing. and missed.

totally emo post.
ignore if possible.

i heart him.
he doesn't know i do.
ok. maybe he does, but he's not saying anything.
and i'm not saying anything cos it's gonna be awkward.
people. 2 years and adding on. TWO years. come on.
sure, there's cute guys galore, but i like him more.
am i focusing on the wrong guy?
i don't know. but i know i really like him. yes i do.
i sound so pathetic, but what can i do.
everytime i see him, some part of me feels happy too.
i'd love to tell you who is that HIM.
but let's just leave that for some to know.



ok. done.
WOOTS!
NEW LAPPY TOMORROW!!!!!!

school. picture raid.

firstly, i wanna tell all who tagged, thanks for all the encouragement. i'll definitely try my best. Love you people!

and yes stella, that's aaron. he's in my class you know. will link his blog asap. =D

now, the picture raid. p.s. i look super weird, so dont comment bout me. and pictures not in order. it's messy putting so many pics.