stuck.

i can't believe it. i'm stuck at the second book because none of the bookstores have Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. Seriously, i'm like so pissed off. how can i stop reading about the charming Edward? Now i have no idea what i'm going to do to pass the time. watch the movie? already done that 6 times. what more do you want me to do? i'm really really REALLY upset bout the fact now, but what can i do? i'm stuck at book 2. i wanna read Eclipse. it's the one i've been looking forward to the most. no worries. later i shall call the bookstores to ask if they have breaking dawn. i don't mind skipping, then reading the 4th book all over again. ok bye.

NEW MOON!

today, mummy's friend went to Kinokuniya to help my daddy buy New Moon for me. Curious why isn't it the entire series? because... they only had that book there. LOL. sian diao right?

anyway, i really wanna thank mummy and daddy for driving all the way to her friend's house, that's like in Bukit Timah, just to get the book for me so that i won't be that bored. also because i was nagging i had to wait for a week before i could read the book.

anyway, now i have to stop myself from reading. shall read the rest tomorrow. as for now, i can tell you i would do the exact same things that Bella would do just to hear Edward's voice. seriously. and i'm really, really starting to like Edward in the book. but then again, he already charmed me in twilight. and at my point of hopelessness, i don't even mind how Robert Pattinson looks like in the movie, cos i support the twilight movie a lot too. and i found a lot of pictures yesterday.

as for the coming week, i'm determined to find the remaining books in the series as well as The Host also by Stephenie Meyer. you can say that i'm currently on a Stephenie Meyer book craze. well, as i said, she's my new favorite author. anyway, i left some pics below, so enjoy!
p.s. they're all Robert Pattinson







-Bella.
ya. i'm still playing along. until i don't feel like it.

friggin bored and tired.

i know this is rude cos there are like people in my house at the moment, but i got to say that i am really REALLY bored. and wiped out. if only i had a boyfriend like Edward by my side. i would feel tonnes better. ok. i'm not hinting anything for those who read too much. cos i'm sort of crushing on Edward character. don't laugh.

i'm seriously tired. i can go to sleep this instant if i was lying on my bed.

and since i'm like half asleep at the moment, i'll probably say things that i really mean, or plain crap. and ya know what i'm thinking?

I WANNA STUDY IN THE STATES!

it seems so much cooler to study there somehow. maybe i'm born an American at heart. LOL. as if. that was plain crap if you haven't noticed. anyway, these are pictures i took some time back, so see them if you wish.








seen them? ok. whatever. i'm still as bored as before. and tired. even the ice cream i ate just now does no help. i seriously think as we get older, things get more boring with other people. ok that sounds wrong. whatever. as long as you get what i mean.

ok. i'm going to bed now. cos i spent ages to write this post. goodnight people.

new skin!

like the new skin? i love it! hahas. it's TWILIGHT! yan ngee you like it right? hahas.
ok. i'll post stuff later.
love the skin!

apologies

sorry people. seems like i haven't been blogging much. hahas. and i still can't get the dumb ass card reader to work so no pictures. hahas.

anyway, i went to buy the book TWILIGHT to read yesterday when we were at Raffles City since MPH has like 20% store wide. and now? i finished reading it. i got to say the movie is MUCH less detailed than the book. and now i want to continue reading this series, so i told daddy i want him to buy the remaining of the books as my Christmas present and he agreed. reading doesn't do harm to anyone right?

Edward in the book is definitely better than Edward in the movie. gosh. i love the way he protects Bella in both. super sweet. also, the movie changed some parts so some parts were different when i read the book. all i can say that Dr Cullen's wife was not originally his wife when he was alive. human, i mean. and i pity Alice. you know her? the vampire who can see the future? ring a bell? anyway, now I'm entirely obsessed with the Twilight saga, so Stephenie Meyer is probably my new favorite author besides Meg Cabot.

ok. both are my favorite, since they write books in totally different situations. Meg's are more down-to-earth, slightly more stuck to reality -psychics, people who can see ghosts, princesses, witches, brain transplants, typical teenagers- and are ALWAYS romance novels. Stephenie's is more fantasy-like. werewolves and vampires. see? they're different. oh. and i know more about meg's books cos i read every published book for teenagers written by her. been a fan since i was nine. shocking isn't it. anyway, to spice up this post, i want to add some pictures to it. don't blame me if they're from twilight though.

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ok. i promise i'll upload the pics of the party once i can get that dumb-ass card reader to read the memory card. in the mean time, i'll tell you about today.

today. i ate a box of chocolates. ya. i know. not solving the problem of my weight, but i honestly feel so fat now and i'm entirely sick of eating chocolates. it has become gross. honestly.

also, mama asked me if i want to take up archery again in singapore. honestly, i have no idea. she says it's possible to be an archer if i want to. plus, she asked me if i wanted to take up piano again. honestly, i feel bad for not wanting to take up piano again, but i think it's time i picked up from where i left off in secondary 3.

i want to take up vocal lessons. acting ones too, if possible.

it's probably just a phase, but sometimes, i feel it's something more to me. sure, many of you might be like me, singing to yourself all day, but i'm like super weird.

i ACT in my own room some weird stuff, and try to make myself cry though i'm always close to tears but never crying, and, i lock myself up in a room in my grandma's house, and sing on the bed as if i'm doing a concert.

ok. those who think i'm weird can leave now, cos i think so too.
the weirdo's leaving. bye.

the robot e-71

e-71 stood there, appalled and embarrassed. it's fellow mate had just ruined their reputation. a generation of classy robots, banished from the systems. it knew e-101 had been attacked by some virus, but maintenance of the bot had been fruitless.

e-71 screeched an unknown code to e-101 telling it to stop all its blabbering, but the spoiled bot blabbered on.

"don't you think we've been embarrassed enough? can't we stop it?" e-71 asked a higher authority.

the bot practically shrugged for they all knew the outcome was subjective to change.

e-71 let out a ear-piercing screech, this time signaling that it was no longer able to control it's anger. the bot's red lights bleeped continuously, despite the fact that it was already partially damaged.

"i've been embarrassed. never so much in my life. is there really no way to salvage it?" e-71 chanted on in its unknown code. now, it had attracted so much attention from nearby bots including e-101.

e-101 stared at the screeching bot, taking in every code it screeched. it looked almost apologetic. just almost.

e-71 saw it, but what it meant was unknown. was there really hope for change?







will upload pics of the party soon!


shoot. i think my gastric is acting up again.

twilight.

shall post a happier post today. after looking at the pics, i'm currently crazy over this cutie from twilight.




he's called Taylor Lautner. cute right? but the dumb ass director said he was to young to star as a 'maturing werewolf' in the sequels, so wth. come on. he's cute and that's all that matters!

however, i got to say robert pattinson a.k.a. edward cullen looks so charming in this picture.



and i find this picture so totally cute.


don't you find it so funny yet cute? hahas.

and here are pictures of edward and bella. they're the nicest ones i could find.







ok.the end.
bye.







I ♥ TAYLOR LAUTNER ~
I ♥ TWILIGHT~
I ♥ EDWARD CULLEN~

rants

i seriously feel so demoralized, and it's like i have so few close friends around me.
i invite people to my party tomorrow, and now what? only six of my friends are coming? ya sure. i had a GREAT secondary school life filled with close friends all around me.

AS IF.

i'll admit it. i didn't exactly spend a lot of time preparing for it. my mum did a lot. telling her as the days pass that how many people are left coming to the party not only makes me realize i might not have friends who actually wanna have fun with me.

honestly speaking, i'm on the verge of tears. only thing is, i'm not showing that side of me to all of you. you'll only know it now.

i feel so guilty towards my mum. i made her go all the trouble to plan the menu and open up my house for the party and it turns out i'm only inviting such a small group of people.

know what? don't feel guilty if you're not coming.
cos i don't intend to tell you what i think.
besides, if you're not coming, shouldn't you tell me via sms or whatever instead of me hearing it from someone else? i really think smth is wrong there. am i that awful?
better. some don't even confirm with me if they're going. even now i still have no clue if they're coming. wth.

to heather. sorry didn't reply your sms. it's ok! family time is more important!

if you still stayed opposite of my hse, i'll ask you over even though we're not close friends.

twilight!

went to causeway on a date with YN. we watched TWILIGHT.


TWILIGHT > EDWARD CULLEN = LOVES~


he's cute! but really pale. LOL. anyway, today i finally borrowed a book. haven't done that in awhile. hahas. below are some pics of today. both of us look weird though.





below is what we bought to hang on our phones tgt. it's cute right? i knew it. cos both of us thought so. =D



and here are some pics of me zi lian-ing today. [i've been zi lian-ing a lot since my new haircut.]





below is the pic i just took not too long ago.

bird alert

tonight. i stopped freaking out over the fact that i had hiccups 3 times today. i started to freak when i realized there was a bird in my house bathroom. no worries. now its gone. and now i'm freaking out over the fact that practically the entire bathroom is filled with bird poo, but it's better than a bird in the toilet.

tomorrow i'm going out on a date. with my aunty. YAN NGEE.

you know, when the bird was in the bathroom, this was going through my mind.

Where's a guy when you need one?

plus i was thinking if i knew someone staying nearby other than my uncle who would help me do something about it [though i have no idea which guy would help a plump girl like me], i would have asked him to help me get it out of there. i'm serious. that's how freaked out i was.

and you laugh.
if you're laughing, i seriously hate you at the moment. like A LOT.
but i'll be fine after matters blow off.
i think. cos i'm just using it as an expression.

takeaway point of today: I HATE BIRDS.

party info 4

guest list is below.

STARTING TIME: 5.00PM -COME SLIGHTLY EARLIER IF YOU WANT

GIFT XCHANGE BUDGET: AROUND $15

ATTIRE: SMART CASUAL -JUST WEAR HOW YOU WILL WHEN YOU GO TO A PARTY. I WANNA TAKE PICS. NO FBTS! *HINT TO SOMEONE*

RECOMMENDED BUSES TO COME: 302, 307 (ALSO CAN)

MY PLACE: A BLOCK BESIDE DE LA SALLE PRI SCH

WHAT YOU'LL BE DOING: HAVING FUN, TAKING PICS, PLAY WII, EAT, CHAT

MUSIC I'LL BE PLAYING: XMAS ONES. DUH.

MOVIIES IF YOU WANNA WATCH ANYTHING: choose between WILD CHILD and ANGUS, THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING

orchard again

today went to orchard again with RuoNing. this time she brought her friend along. her friend is called Liting. [fingers crossed! hope i'm right.]

anyway, today i was not able to find a belt for BQ so, SORRY BABE! however, i did buy 3 for myself. and now i'm fretting over what to wear on saturday.

today mama bought 5 hairbands for me and a white blouse. THANK YOU MAMA. love you!

anyway, here are the pictures today. i look super fat and weird in some pics, but i'm fat, so whatevs.







the above 2 are the before and after of our Japanese ice cream that cost us $3.80
expensive right? i agree too.

anyway, here's a pic of YN yesterday









here's the serious stuff. party info.

GUEST LIST
HEATHER
BIQIN
YANNGEE
XUEN
XIAOYUN
DAPHNE
DIANE
MAUREEN
XIANGLAN*

*please confirm ASAP

the rest remains the same.

oh ya. my mama told me what is your dinner that day. care to read?

XMAS PIZZAS FRM PIZZA HUT
MUMMY'S CURRY
MEXICAN WINGS, TAIWAN SAUSAGES, NUGGETS
MUMMY'S BAKED POTATO
BREAD TO GO WITH CURRY
APPLE STRUDEL

vivo again

today i went to VIVO again, but this time i went with BQ and YN. let me tell u smth before i post anything else. YN has a giant mosquito bite on her right cheek that's about 1.5 cm wide. she won't let me take her picture, so i can only tell you verbally.

anyway, today i spent $73.60 at VIVO. inclusive of food and present.

i can't believe it! i 心痛. spent so much.

anyway, here are the pics of today. hahas.







no offence, but don't you guys think YN looks like an aunty in that outfit? LOL. so fun disturbing her today.

anyway. i don't feel like posting anymore, so toodles.

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today i tried on this cocktail dress i found in my cupboard that i have not worn yet. decided to wear it like this if possible. it's dark but, its just the dress and a belt.





and i also decided what i'm wearing to vivo tml




i probably look fat in it but whatevs. yupp. that's my new fav word. "WHATEVS"

here's some pics of me zi lian-ing in the morning.






i love the new belt. wanna buy more when i go orchard again on wed. i'm seriously thinking of wearing heels tomorrow. though i know my feet will hurt like mad. or maybe i should wear those weird black platforms of mine. should look ok. hmm. maybe i'll wear that. but don't laugh when you see me in them. my mum got them. hahas. but they're tall. hahas. super tall. so its nice. plus it's not as pain in them as compared to heels. ideas? which should i wear?

party info 3

GIRLS NIGHT.

Guest List:
BQ
YN
XL
MY
XX
XY
ML
DM
DP

time: 6pm >can come earlier

place: my house

the rest remains unchanged

wants

ok since i'm so bored, i've come up with my list of wants that is becoming longer as the days past

to slim down [i seriously think i'm very fat]
lots and LOTS of heels [love wearing heels]
hairbands to put up my short hair
more money to shop for stuff
tops to match with my new belt
more earrings
a robot to clean my room [LOL.]
Barbie collectibles. especially the one in the pic i found today
more teddy bears
an ipod
more bags




***a boyfriend. [Terms and Conditions Apply.]



the last one seriously LOL but it's just for fun. I'M JUST JOKING.


BTW. i love the deco at Robinsons[Centrepoint] toy's department. cute like nobody's business.

nth to post

nothing blog worthy today, but i just remembered something i saw in a park in Shanghai.

a lot of people were sitting there and papers were placed almost everywhere, on the trees and bushes, and guess what's written on them?
info about their very own children.

THEY'RE TRYING TO MATCH MAKE THEIR OWN KIDS!

i'm not saying this is wrong, but what year is this again? come on. let people choose who they wanna be with and keep freaking out if they haven't found their prince charming or snow white yet. seriously.

party is this saturday and guess what. i have not packed my room yet. at the moment, it's still a mess. will get to it later. anyway, here's more barbie dolls.





Below is designed by Vera Wang. the dress i mean. it's beautiful.


below is the alics in wonderland barbie doll. when i first saw it i thought it looked like Emma Roberts in Wild Child. Coming to think of it, she does look like Alice.




i just found this pic today. love the doll. ALOT. especially her dress. LOL.







where are you?
i can't see you.
i can't even imagine you.
my heart races at the thought of you.
why can't you
LEAVE ME ALONE?

calm down.

firstly, i never blog about anything in the heat of the matter. secondly, i won't expose whatever i'm feeling to anyone other than whoever i choose to tell. thirdly, i tend to get frustrated with people talking to me when i'm in the midst of doing something, so i tend to be very sacarstic.

but whatever. that's all i'm gonna say.

anyway, to switch to something that makes me feel better.

i've been finding the Barbie doll pics for Xhi Wei and ended up saving tonnes of Barbie doll pics. i'm so gonna collect Barbie dolls when i'm older and start working. i'm so definitely a Barbie girl.

anyway, below i've put some of the nicer pics i found. jealous? i know i am. if only i was as pretty as the dolls...












below's the one from her movie this year. love the dress.



below's a barbie doll for my birthstone. sapphire.



ok. that's all. bye.