rest.

finally. another time to rest. i can't believe it. tutorials and stuff will kill me. plus with that stack of tutorials and homework undone, it's starting to stress me out. seriously. AT THIS MOMENT. omg. plus i joined the band. super long practice hours, and i'm like the lousiest player there. though i love it.

long school hours, projects....
how am i able to actually complete my homework?? or tutorial they call it. i have no idea how to do the gp mindmap too. shoot.
ALSO, when i went for band yesterday, i didn't know how to read A SINGLE NOTE. cos everything is in Tenor clef. and i've NEVER seen it in my entire life before. and i forgot my positions. so undoubtedly, i'm the lousiest of the pack.

the band guy however is kinda nice. cos he doesn't seem plenty upset that i kept rejecting him and stuff. i honestly thought i was so bad that he'd hate me by now. hahas.
the only con is i haven't really made any friends in band. so i'm like the loner there. OMG.

yesterday, we also took those passport photos that i always look sucky in them. seriously. i hate these kind of pictures.

oh. and RUONING. your tarts taste GREAT! honestly. hahas.

i'm tired, stressed and irritated.

update.

i shall update since i don't feel like doing my tutorials.
i tell you. either i'm mad or something's wrong. i GAVE UP going to art club just to go to BAND. BAND. the cca i dreaded going to in secondary school!!
oh well. u never know what u love till the last moment. i know the people will probably not like me cos i'm such an awful trombone player but whatever. i'm in band.

and see the above pictures. i can't believe i didn't see ROBERT PATTINSON on the red carpet thingie that showed on Channel 5. OMG. and i actually like Miley's dress. and i've concluded that she always has nice dresses on the red carpet, but she'll always look weird in them. anyway, i can't believe the awful comment the Staits times gave on her dress. MUTATED FLOWER?? come on. it's nice.

i was so cold a minute ago that i needed a heater..
and i still worry about you nonetheless.

ahh!! time table.

zac efron. hot right? hahas.

just saw my time-table. the earliest i end excluding CCA days is like 3.45. i end slightly earlier on CCA days, but there's still CCA after lessons so what's the difference. there isn't even a lot of breaks which leads me to one word. SIAN.

and i have PE on tuesday afternoon. so if the teacher isn't gonna take my parents letter and expired MC into consideration, i'm gonna have to run. and i'm gonna die. cos i have ZERO stamina and will probably be like the slowest runner in the entire school. i'm dead serious. i have not been running since after cross country in sec 3. so i will die in PE.

everything seems so SIAN. lessons and lessons and lessons. excluding homework too! ahh!! oh well. it means i'm gonna have to try to study more. and i said TRY. not confirmed. cos i have never ever mugged before.

anyway, i'm thinking of changing my blogskin to something like in my Media Box. it's easier to manage actually, just i would have to come up with a banner or something to go with it. and no more twilight... unless i use twilight stuff as the banner. which i might.

sunday!

i'm high. for some reason that i might consider telling you.
really. sometimes curiousity makes you happy. it pays off.
a teeny weeny bit.
ok. i shall be nice today. i shall tell you people.
i always await the day i get to see you i get really happy when i catch a glimpse of you i'm worried and disappointed when i don't. throughout the week i constantly ask myself how are you knowing that you probably don't care that i care. today, i'm glad to know that you're fine ok. not really, but still. though i didn't see you, it makes me comforted, happy even i feel elated knowing that it's not tough for you i know i needn't worry that much anymore. i don't know how long this is gonna last or what this is. i just know i'll be there for you.

the actual intention was to write a post about that only with a picture of a cake before it. but i fell in love with all the beautiful cakes that i decided to post all. hahas. i really hope to be able to learn how to make a cake like that. they're beautiful.

slack.

i slacked the whole day. with my mugger classmates... i'm so dead. i haven't done anything.

OH WELL.

i'm really pissed at my laptop today. i think it's getting old and has dementia. cos today when i went on Firefox, i had to log in to ALL my accounts in everything and apparently the lappy did not remember my passwords so i had to rack my brains thinking what passwords did i use.

anyway, i only posted to say... i think Taylor Swift looks like those collector edition barbie dolls. you know those with the small eyes ones? not the usual ones. the above pictures tell all. well, it's just my opinion. hahas.

pertaining to my no CCA status, i'm thinking of alternatives. should i find the Photography TIC to ask if i can still join. or should i ask the Publication TIC to ask if i can join. or should i just go for some boring CCA that nobody wants to join. or should i just go back to band and hate it for the long hours. this CCA thing is super irritating. seriously.

oh. and i love Vanessa Hudgen's latest photo shoot. she looks gorgeous in it. wish i were that good looking... hahas. oh well. there's always the difference between typical human being and superstar, so i don't mind. why fuss over something/someone i can never get/be.

i give up.

saturday!

finally. another saturday. i forgot how to find asymptotes so i can't do my math tutorials.. can someone teach me how? hahas. and i told myself to study, but i'm not. i'm slacking. ahh!! oh well. i can't be bothered. i shall be a nice girl now and show you some of my orientation pictures. =D
credits to Sze Chuan for putting the pics on his facebook! hahas.


Oh! See that new beautiful ink at the side? that's our class blog!! YAY!! hahas.

CHIRON ROCKS!

lalala~

i can't believe it. class people are super muggers. and apparently, i don't mug. i NEVER mug. so imagine me having to mug for 2 years. i'll go nuts i tell you. it's out of my system. my brain doesn't know how to mug. hahas.

anyway, today went to watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button since a free movy fest ticket fell into my hands somehow. ended up watching the show with Mark who slept halfway through the show. anyway, i adore how they really love each other. the true love there. it's like she loved him though he was old and still took care of him when he was getting younger. all the way till he died. and she never forgot him even at her deathbed. sweet right? hahas.

then i went to Lot 1 to meet with some TTC people for dinner. includes XX, Daffy, Diane, MY and MOI! hahas. we went to eat at the HK restaurant. not bad lahs. or maybe it's cos i was really hungry at that time. hahas.

ohh.. i wanna end off with this.

I'M CCA-LESS!!!!! AHH!!!

shit. didn't intend for my one to be the first, but whatever. still remember these disgusting pictures we took in sec 3? they're on the school notice board apparently...
before you say anything, yes, i went back to ccks. and remembered how much i miss and love it there. then went to Macdonalds with Melvin to wait for BQ, XL and MY. hahas.


today i was super super super unlucky.
a simpler line is i was damn unlucky.
i see guys, but you're the only one that really catches my eye.

post-valentines'

it's after Valentines, but today i saw someone i really, REALLY wanted to see. haven't seen the person in 3 weeks including weekdays. i haven't talked to that person before, but whatever. anyway, today for some reason, i skipped lunch. and tomorrow the VERY good Caroline is going with me to find the Teacher in Charge for photography. i wanna ask if i can join even without signing up. so i can tell the band guy that i can't make it for band practice on tuesday though i'll feel really bad about it. i swear.

AHHHH. lectures tomorrow. wish me luck.




cute botak person. HAPPY VALENTINES.
hearts, pamela.

Valentine's.

hi again everyone! today i went out with Xuxu, Maureen and Melvin!! hahas. we had pizza hut for lunch. ALSO, all of us were late except for Melvin! hahas. i was busy choosing my shoe to wear. hahas. i love sweet rockstar style nowadays. though my figure is not rockstar-like. hahas. but i don't care.

after xuxu left to go to ECP, we went to Swensens, and the people took ages to give us our ice-cream and in the end Maureen just left without her ice-cream! Talk about bad service. ALSO, since XuXu forgot to take the Chocolates Melvin gave us, maureen and i brought home lots of chocolates from Melvin.

speaking of which, THANK YOU XUXU, MAUREEN/EDWARD AND MELVIN FOR THE GIFTS!!!! SORRY COULDN'T GET YOU GUYS ANYTHING!!

oh, and Maureen, how're you feeling now? better? TAKE CARE!!

Anti-Miley atm. boy, my eye bags are huge.
and yes, i look weird in the pictures.

ORIENTATION WEEK.

this week was AWESOME. and i truly mean AWESOME.
well... the first day was kinda boring but the rest was definitely nice.
we had really nice OGLs, our classmates are all great people, and our group is called CHIRON (read as k-i-ron). the coolest name ever!! also, our alliance is CENTAURUS. the half human half horse being.

but sadly, yesterday was the finale. AHHH!!! i want more orientation!! lol.

anyway if i haven't told some of you people, my class has a guy who looks like zhenyu!!! they really look alike!! people in my class think so. they're like twins, but THEY AREN'T RELATED!!! creepy yet cool. hahas.

also, after the finale last night, we went to Macdonald's for late dinner and this guy called Heng in my class was not so Heng, as he spilt chilli/ketchup all over his pants! talk about friday the 13th. but nothing bad happened to me! ^^
i also saw Jody's bf last night. he looks like a malay, but he's chinese. he's really tanned i guess. like edmund ong. thought he was a malay initially. hahas. haven't said that name in ages. hahas. haven't seen the guy either. lol.

oh ya. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!


i'll post pictures when i have them.

today

Pictures of today. went to buy this book called Ransom My Heart today at Popular. then my mum came to fetch me after some time and i went to Paula's home. hahas. talked there. introduced her to the most beautiful song that's out recently called The Climb. hahas. she think's it's nice too! yay!

i've been busy with a sister blog to this blog. it's my entertainment blog!!
CLAP FOR ME!!
i did it yesterday on my own. impressive huh. you can find it at the top of the list on my exit routes. hahas. tell me what you think bout the blog! it's new. it needs improvements!!
and i might need a co-webbie soon. hahas.

oh. and people are coming to my house on saturday. hahas. don't know why.

if i receive a V Day gift this year, whoever it is is really really SWEET. chances are, none. hahas.

quiz

Which Twightlight Person are you? Your Result: Bella You are clumsy and you seek adventure fear does not come to you eaisly you are not afraid to even be kissing a vampire. When you do not want to do somthing you lie but you can keep a secret pretty well!
Emmit
Jasper
Jacob
Rosealie
Carsile
Edward
Alice
Which Twightlight Person are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

woots! saw that?? i'm Bella. i'm me! hahas. this is so cool. i SWEAR i did not cheat on this quiz. hahas. whatever. i'm high now. hahas.

Which Type of Movie Vampire Are You? Your Result: Twilight Vampire Congratulations! You are a Twilight Vampire! The vampires from Twilight are fast and strong, and often have sup---atural powers like mind-reading or precognition. While most Twilight vampires drink humans blood there are some vegetarians out there! :-)
Blade Vampire
Underworld Vampire
Perfect Creature Vampire
Dracula Vampire
Van Helsing Vampire
Which Type of Movie Vampire Are You? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

hahas. i'm a Twilight Vampire too! not contradicting here! Bella becomes a vampire in Breaking Dawn. hahas. i'm bored. and quizzes are kinda fun. hahas. when you're bored.

You Are 100% A Twilight Know-It-All!

WOW, YOU KNOW-IT-ALL!!!!! It's safe to say you're a Twilight Know-It-All! Go ahead, go brag to your friends'! It's Official Now!!!!

Twilight,Do You Really Know It All?
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hahas. cool? ok. more next time. hahas.

subject combination.

let all of you read. i ENLARGE till big BIG also. hahas. my confirmed subject combination. now you know why i wanna find a slack CCA. or at least something to relax?

anyway, i love photo editting and stuff. taking photos too. can't wait to inherit daddy's cam when i get into photography. i'm falling for it. actually, thinking it thru, it's a useful CCA. and relaxing too. hahas.

ok. i'm not gonna psycho people into it too. but air rifle is still an option. hahas.

you're missed.

like the pictures? i did promise to upload ALL the pictures. hahas. and it's also the proof of TTC gou zai dui in action. hahas. it's so fun.

today i went out with xianglan, yanngee, biqin, meiyuan, xuxu and xiaoyun. we actually wanted to buy school stuff, but ended up getting none at JP. NONE. i didn't even get a new pencilcase. sad. it means i have to go out again sometime to get my stuff. today is also one of the few days i'm late when meeting my friends. it's refreshing. once in awhile.

i wanna get that le coq bag, but my mum says taka might have a sale and there might be 10% off. cos that's where i first saw it. but who know's when will there be a sale. i might buy it soon for all you know. also, a con of the bag is it's a sling bag. which means i cant stuff too heavy stuff inside, but it's beautiful. also, it's light colors so it might get dirty, but i dunno. it looks really nice. hahas.

as shown in the pictures, yanngee is ALWAYS the target for stupid photos. but it's kinda cool right? hahas.

OH YA! today the sensors kept beeping when we walked out of lots of shops. and they accused my iPhone and me of it!! we're innocent!
anyway, the culprit was found soon, and guess who is it? BIQIN!! hahas.

it's so nice to go out with everyone. hahas. so comfortable with people i know and love, nothing like some loneliness i experience in school. hahas. i know it's because i haven't made good friends yet, but i still miss you guys. hahas.

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music. it's great. stops me from thinking bout anything i dont want to think.